I'm so over you!

Guess What? I am so over you!
Hahahahahahah.....

But you know what? Even though you might think I am judgmental or depressed or mad.... I love people, I love the people I love. Just because I hate everybody here and now doesn't mean that beyond this small universe when my world extends far farther- I don't love people. I LOVE people, I am a people person. And no I don't hate you - I just hate everybody and its your own issue if you identify with everybody. Cause I don't hate anyone, I don't have targetted issues with persons, cause I am over them. I am so over them, I am so over you.

And when I get to be around people I love... I'll wake up in the morning, singing at the top of my lungs and dancing around my apartment and ready to invest energy and myself. But its def not worth it unless people feel the same way. At some point I wanted you, and you and you and you to feel that way and I wanted to feel that way and I wanted the energy to blossom and grow. But it didn't happen, for whatever reasons - maybe its chemistry, things in common, competition, I don't know. But I am over it. And I'm so over you!

And I can rely on people from the past, from family, from faculty mentors, from clinic folks, so I don't need to question myself, and I don't need you. And I'll meet people I love in the future again too, I am sure of it.

But we can all still friends, cause we still have stuff to gain from one another I am sure, friends with a different definition of the word than I know--

Main Entry:
friend
Part of Speech:
noun 1
Definition:
confidant
Synonyms:
acquaintance, ally, alter ego, amigo, associate, bedfellow, blocker, boon companion, bosom buddy*, brother, buddy, chum*, classmate, cohort, colleague, companion*, compatriot, comrade, confrere, consort, countryman, cousin, crony, familiar, fellow, intimate, kissing cousin, little brother, main man, main squeeze, mate, other self, pal, partner, playmate, roommate, schoolmate, sidekick, sister, soul mate*, spare*, well-wisher
Antonyms:
enemy, foe


Colleagues?

Not perfect word, but it will do. And I appreciate you as my colleague nevertheless.