he hates it when i talk about negotiation and compromise in my lawyerly fashion... but after two days of what i deem to be negotiation i've agreed to "stay together" through this next period... this being if he isn't arrested and imprisoned at the airport or his passport seized and travel restricted. so its still uncertain. and then this will be also until i leave for the US. and maybe i can see him before i go.
can i emotionally cope with such uncertainty and melodrama? I am not sure. I guess i can try.
and concurrently i've decided to move forward into entering the job market, a scary scary world for me, full with promises of rejection and self hatred, the old haunts of law school past. I am hoping i'll be stronger this time around than last, but I also feel uncertain of how I'll handle it or which way the dice will roll...
so that's it for now.. perhaps the blogging will increase with the removal of facebook.... i hope i'll use the extra time to actually finish my CEDAW Shadow Report instead!
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