well, in the Reena Timeline of Life, I didn't even make the two month benchmark. Why? Its complicated. Aung Sang Suu Kyi's been released and he feels that he must go back inside Burma now.... its his cause, his committment, his career calling...
Would i make the same decision if I was him? Probably. I was planning on going to US in four months anyways... with an open mind but with the decision already made. He said he didn't even factor me at all into his decision. It hurt. Even if he had delusional notions that we could stay together.
Its just sooo soon. and its sooo dangerous for him... and i am sad. very very sad.
and my old insecurities creep up --- is a relationship something that's not meant for me in this life?
Can you not be with the passionate person who is out to conquer the world...? do you have to find some sappy person who will "fade into the background" and support you and your aspirations?
I've de-activated my facebook account. Not a good platform in which to nurse a broken heart.
And its Reena. He says "I am a strong girl." So just pick up, breathe, and keep moving Reena.
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