Problem Solver?

I am an agent of change. Sometimes it takes weeks of complaining and bad feelings to force me to resolve an issue in my life. Until I can tell that it is truly a SUSTAINABLE problem, that i analyze to death --- do I feel prompted to take action.

Now the question --- is after putting all this effort forward --- to bring attention to underlying issues with those involved..... how do you cope with the feeling of hopelessness that might still linger?

I like solving problems. But I also like running away. I like when time expires at the right moment and you can move forward. I can even bide my time until we get there.

I also found peace earlier this year. Peace with the unknown and peace with my surroundings.
I feel more confident in arriving at that peace wherever I am even if it is a longer time.

But what about when you try to change.... and you are forced to stay for reasons that are not your own. Doesn't that build resentment. What if I just withdraw? They'll be able to tell.

I suppose i have to put this all on hiatus. Back to studying. Almost there.