That is my newest favorite mantra. Bhagwan ki Marzi. Translates roughly as "the will of god." Its what Indian folks say. For EVERYTHING. "Please put your seatbelt on." "Why? Bhagwan ki Marzi." Well that might not be very appropiate -- but it still works on other occassions.
I don't blog much anymore. I gave up on it as a pasttime. But I've been happier lately. Happier in a more at peace with myself. I was unnerved this summer by the unknown --- something fairly uncharacteristic of myself- or I what I think of myself. I am there again. Its the fatalistic part of me, or maybe its new spiritual side I always thought would come with age. I am somewhere new.
Bhagwan ki Marzi. I'll end up where i need to be. It will all work out. Its the will of God.
Its one thing to say it. Its another to feel it. To live by it. I've worked hard up until now. I am kinda tired. I'll let fate take it from here.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
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i hate that i didn't see you in maryland. we need to plan an ultimate rendezvous. where at?
its funny that from the outside, i think i am way more sure of you than you are of yourself.
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